Yeah but if the police dont believe me who is? there is no hope in me anymore.
Do you wanna know the worst thing of all, i wasnt gonna say it on here but oh well, iv taking 3 pregnancy test and they have all come up as positve.
Well lets hope its me getting fat not having a baby. Im going to book an appiontment at the docters soon. Im angery at myself for letting him do it that i cant stop him what dan did it to me, when i thought he cared for me . But iv have learnt somthing from all this NEVER EVER TRUST ANYBODY.
I dont believe in abortion at all iv always thought if your old enough to have sex you are old enough to live with the consiqences. And i didnt ask for sex and i get it thrown on me. God must really hate me. Im soo woried, im not telling anyone about this , if i go to the docters will they tell my family? my dad will kill me, why couldnt i stop him, i should be able to stop it. , im so angry that he did this. Im sorry im blabbering on , i just need to get it all out. everynite i get hurt one way or another, i dont even wanna talk about last nite, lets just say im very bruised all over. Im still blabbering im gonna go.