i know how things work i mean i have learnt so much since the experience and wud like her to b in my life agen if not atleast i knew it truly wasnt meant to be, it really wont effect me in anyway, she was the best thing that ever happened and i know she wud b afriad to contact me cuz of my reaction or mayb the old me was like (really proud) i dont see what harm that can cum from this, do i really want to live the rest of my life knowing i let something that was so good for me go, and even if there is no reply doesnt that just give me real closure after so long.