I have been going out with my boyfriend for about 10 months and i am still a virgin but i perform oral sex on him and he fingers me...this happeneds pretty often and we have been doing this for a while. while he fingers me i begin to get an incredible sensation and i tell when when to stop because i think i have cummed but nothing actually comes out...im just really wet. anyways just the other day he was fingering me and it felt slightly different and when i told him to stop he noticed this time his hand was covered in a great amount of what looked like white kinda creamy jelly like substance (cum) but it was from me...is that normal? this has never happened before and him and i were both confused. did i orgasim for the first time? I'm really confused about all of this..how do i know when i have cummed? im so lost :S