Hey people,
Ok can anyone help me, I dunno what on earth is wrong with me. The good news is I never in my life cheated on any b/f I had, but the thought of even considering it or almost trying to makes me shiver. On my first relation that lasted for 8 months it was good, until I started talking to this guy my friend told me about. Nothing provocative, I stop him at it, but in my mind I wanted to stop on going on. And yea some guys have tried to kiss me before, once again I felt like just doing it and going for it, biut stop and instead back off. Now I'm in 2 years relations and we're also engaged to be married on August. Again the same problem, three of one of my friend's guys have tried to kiss me, I didn't wnet for it, but I still wnated to. I can't figure out it. I do feel like doing online and cybering with lots of guys, also phone sex, but then in time I get reminded I have a relation. I feel like one day I'll go for it and really mess up, I know it would be wrong. As to why do I have these thoughts of flirting with them, I have no idead. I have a good relation, good communication, but see I get so bored when we don't hang out. Even if it's just one day we don't hang out, then I'm temped to go online and do these deeds, but I can't. Please help!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And no, I don't really like talking to anyone about my personal problems, I'm not so expressive, so instead I'm writing here.
Yes, I know couseling is also on the list, but frankly I dunno, if my fiance ask as to why I'm considering this, what excuse I'm I gonna say. Plus imagine talking to a stranger about my problems, any other suggestions people. Help, I don't wanna hurt him, i don't, wanna stop having these thoughts and temptations.
