I agree I dated a guy and found porn on his internet and it showed he was recently at the site, I was very hurt inside and did not understand at all, it really turned me off and killed part of my trust or how I felt about him, it actually made me sick. He begged on his knees for my forgiveness and promised to never do it again, says he slipped to his old single ways - I forgave then months later when were were having a few problems he mentions in a email that he looked at some pictures how much he liked them it made sex better for him and although he doesn't need that when he's in a relaitonship there will be times he indluges (that is what he said) he likes beautiful women is what he said, yet I feel or have been told I'm a beautiful woman it killed something in my heart for him I told him how much that hurt and sounds to me like you want to be single and so I'm bailing have fun being single now you can pull up all the naked ladies you want and be single he begged again for my forgiveness - I was stupid enough to forgive a couple months later he said his feelings changed for me and were not together anymore apparently he claims any woman he's been with before that didn't bother them????? Those women must not have felt to good about themselves to be with a man that desires to look at other naked women when there suppose to be into you. I guess for me anyway I don't want to be with a man that has to indlugle from time to time - that actually made me sick when he said that and to be sneaky and pull up porn on the internet, it gave me the creeps. I have a 17 year old son that doesn't do that, yet alone a 46 year old man it's like looking at his daughters anyway it just turned me off and to each there own but I don't want to be with a man that has to do that when I'm his woman I want to be the one and only he desires that way.
