Hey, to answer some of the questions.
I put her pic on that site for the same reason you have one at a funeral. its just done in remembrance, and this is how i choose to remember her. If someone took it offensive that i wanted people to see her and read how i felt my apologies to that person. I meant no harm from it.
She died because she was shot. her brother actually shot her and when they caught hiim he said his reason was because he didnt wanna see her sad anymore of their mother passing. he also said he was happy he did it cuz she wasnt in pain any more. but I dont think thats what he told police becuz he's out on bail. I dont think we'll be seeing him again though.
Thanks to everyone for the words. and i have found work to be helpful. Since losing her i've kinda thrown myself into my work with project after project including the website i made for her and several others and then I run an agency and im a real estate investor so I'm pretty much drained at the end of the day and it sux cuz i just moved into a new house that was sposed to be for both of us now i gotta live in it alone. I hate that feeling. mite have to move again cuz the house is a bit bigger than what i need by myself. she liked to cook so it has two kitchens, also a movie theater and a exercize room and as i said way more space than i could ever need. But I guess this is just life. cant do nutn but take it and move foreward.