Hi, I don't know if anyone can help me but I am in a real mess.
My on-off long distance boyfriend hacked into my email account and found out I had had a fling with one guy, and dated a few others when we were apart. He has told his family and they won't speak to me, and he refused to speak to me. We met up to talk but when he asked me about one email and I couldn't remember, he just got angry, said I was lying and drove off, saying he wouldn't speak to me again. I am very hurt as I feel like it is down to mend it. I flew to his town to try and sort things out but have been in a hotel since I arrived, alone here. It is so far from what we had, it is very sad. He thinks it was all my fault and that I cheated, he also found diary-type emails with all my feelings in them, and thinks I was lying to him and using him all along. I didn't tell him anything as I didn't want to lose him, plus I find it hard to talk to him. He doesn't see it but he is very accusing and ver y negative towards me. I want to face my guilt and make it right, but I also feel like he pushed me away, and I have feelings too in this which are not being acknowledged. I am very unhappy, any advice?
