sadcomposer

Thanks, I'll think about that. I've already written many letters but have never sent them. I just want not to care anymore.

In hindsight, there were some signs, but nothing so bad that I did not think we could fix.

Newbie here. Ex broke up with me 7 months ago by email, we never spoke face to face. We were together 2 and a half years. I bought a house in a very small village with only one store, post office, church and school. She encouraged me to buy this house and broke up with me one month after I bought it. She lives 300 meters away, right around the corner. Very surprising we have not bumped into each other and I am still very scared to. Fortunately I see the store from my house, so if her car is there I don't go. She's had a new boyfriend now for about 2 months. I still cry and miss her a lot even though I have major anger at the way she broke-up with me and encouraged me to buy this house when she knew she wanted to break up with me. I feel I have'nt had my closure, but I don't want to contact her because it will show her that I have not moved on. I'm not even sure I have the strenght to go to the store when I see her there. I'm really sad and don't know how to let go and move on, being reminded every day that she is right around the corner. I can't move because my mortgage is fixed for one year. Plus I love my house and I feel that I should not have to move because a girl dumped me. Any advice or words of comfort would be appreciated.