I have been with my girlfriend for 6 years. I met her when I was seeing my last girlfriend of 10 years. I am a DJ but also have a very good job through the week. We live together and bought a house almost a year ago and a year before that. Everything is great and we have even talked about marriage. However that was all until January this year. I met a girl who works in my office and who I also see out at the weekends. I am 35 and she is 19. The chemistry is so amazing. We have everything in common from food and films to music even our view on people and life. We have had sex twice now and met several times. We have talked for hours on the phone and constantly texting each other. We have both become very attracted to each other almost to the point it is love rather than lust. We actually miss each other when we do not see each other and when we meet spend ages hugging. My girlfriend is beautiful and all my friends tell me so, she is 25 and also have a lot in common and get on very well with her her friends and I am very close to her family indeed. The thing is I can not block out the feelings for this other girl no matter how I try she is so under my skin. Am I falling in love, we met so out of the blue its unreal. I am afraid of losing what I have and starting a relationship with someone elso who is 19 and so much ahead of her but it still feels so very right.
