So, I've been thinking about the ex (seeing as it is all I seem to think about really), and I have decided that I am sufficiently over the breaking up stage and really want to return to being friends - no, i dont hold any expectations about getting back together, i dont think that i would want that, but i really want her to still be a part of my life, i find it so hard to accept that you can share that much with someone and then bang! all of a sudden have them out of your life - the break up was good, not messy at all and we both ended it knowing that we loved each other but wouldnt ever have a future (two very different backgrounds etc etc) and havent been in contact since - its been a couple of months now and i really just want to know that she is ok what she's doing, that she's happy and i just want her to be in my life again!!! Anyways so i have decided to get in contact, just a casual, hello how are you? but perhaps something more profound - and also something that if she doesnt reply back then it doesnt matter, because it wouldnt have been a cringy message (dont want to call) and i would have left with my dignity intact - any ideas?
