CraigW

Last July I enlisted in the marine corps under the Delayed entre program and i leave for bootcamp this june.But back then when i signed up i wasnt depressed at all but as time closes down for me to leave i dont remember ever feeling as crapy as i do now,its been this way for months and i am afraid that i wont make through bootcamp feeling the way i do.Even though it hasn't been that long since my last forum I would really like some more advise if anybody has some.

For a while i have been depressed ,i have been finding myself wanting to be alone alot ,but just recently i have been trying to pull myself out of it ,but every time i try to get out of it something bad happens and i get pulled right back into being depressed again.For an example just the other day when i thought things were starting to look good and i was walking in the school cafertia and some jerk threw a hand full of corn at me.Today started out good also but my parents got into this huge argeument and ruin it.It feels like i am meant to be like this all the time and the feeling is getting worst everyday. I admit i don't have it as worst as other people do but i would really like to know how to keep my spirits up after stuff like this happens,would someone tell me?