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I think about that fact alot. would he have ever told me? I hate cheaters myself, my father cheated on my mother their entire marriage. One thing is when i talked to his ex she told me the sex was very short lived, she told me it went on for literally 2 mins, he stopped it and drove her home right away. But that doesnt mean it was ok at any rate. I hate him so much when i think about it. I coulde NEVER do that. If i wasnt happy I'd break up with him. Agh, I get so upset getting into it . I want to thank you all for your support

Ailec, I'm assuming you had a bad experience with a cheater?

Thanks! You seem to know EXACTLY what i'm going through. Despite the circumstances I'm glad i'm not alone on this one.

7 months into my relationship my boyfriend contacted his ex, a few days later he went out with her and slept with her. A month later i found out when she called his phone , i called her back and she told me everything. He had told her he and I were broken up. He told me that he regreted it and was sorry.This all happened about 4 months ago. He still feels horrible about it. He's gotten better in our relationship I have to admit and he's making so much effort to make me happy. I mean we still have our fights, but nothing like we use to. We get along better, he's sweeter, we're better friends now. BUT i'm not over what happened. I love him so much, so much. And i'm happy with him otherwise. But everytime I get in his car (thats where he slept with her) i think about it,there are so many little things that remind me of it. It hurts so much that I havent dealt with the pain yet, i dont want to let it out, im afraid if i let it out i'll have a freakin nervous breakdown. the one thing I never wanted to happen to me happened with the one guy i truly honestly love with all my heart. What am I going to do?! I want to get past it, but i feel if i forgive him i'm letting him get away with it. Help.