miserylvsLTD

i know thats what you say but already my feelings are very strong, to be honest i do believe he feels the same way but i dont see him or i being able to meet ever again. it sounds cliche, but i must admit that i am in love with him, even though it wont matter, i still want to tell him, i feel like it will clear my heart

i have a problem, i have been friends with this guy for two years now. he is japanese, but i am american. he is in japan now and will probably never come back ever. but i talk to him often, now i am starting to feel like i am in love with him. after debating with myself i have to admit it that i am. i dont know what to do, it hurts me not to tell him but i also dont want to because would it really mean anything? i am in love with him i really want to tell him but yet i just cant. can i have some advice on how to get over this because i know it will only cause pain?