My boyfriend is the most faithful person and I know he'd never cheat and he has never done anything to even make me suspicious.
HOWEVER, I am just an insecure insecure insecure woman and can't handle it when he talks to his female friends, looks at a pretty girl on TV, when we watched some scantily clad Brazilian dancers at some street fair and the THOUGHT of him looking at porn on the net. I KNOW that all men look at other women, love porn, etc. I intellectually know this is "normal" and "natural". He never makes comments about other women in front of me, doesn't watch porn in my presense, doesn't eyeball other women who are hot, but I still get uncontollable jealous if *I* see an attractive woman or "think" about him watching porn. MY gosh, what is it going to take to get me to just accept it all? Do you think watching porn with him will get me to accept him watching it more (BTW, I "secretly" watch it myself on the net and enjoy it but somehow get freaked out to think of him doing it...double standard, I know!). I just want to finally be at peace with him just being a normal man.
ANY words of advice??
