We have been together for 18 years and we are in our late 30s. We live together, we don't have kids.
And before you say it, I know, after 18 years it's kind of normal for the passion to fade away and for sex to become much less frequent than before... but is it? I don't expect to be constantly on each other as when we were 18, but... you know, there's something in between 🙂
She has acknowledged that lately she feels less sexually driven in general. Over autumn/winter she always gets a bit depressed because of the lack of natural light. For sure that has played a role in this. She also has a hard time in dealing with work-related stress. When she has stressful times at work, she struggles not to have that stress affect life at home as well. And when she's stressed, her sex drive goes to 0.
She has also said that she feels we are letting our relationship go on autopilot and that there's lack quality time together. Since then, we have both tried to spend more time doing things together and it seems that the situation is improving.
Domestic rut? Yes, possibly, at least in part. We have moved to a different place about 4 years ago and it has been difficult to make new friends. Most people in our age group starts to have kids and relationships are more difficult to maintain if you don't have kids yourselves.
In terms of common interests and hobbies, yes, we do share common interests (sports mainly) and we try to practice them together as much as we can.
FOBO I really don't think so. She's not perfect (and neither am I) but I know she is worth her weight in gold. She is a great person and we have a lot in common, I have no interest whatsoever in looking for someone else. Midlife crisis and envy for a carefree lifestyle? Also unlikely... even when I was in my early 20s, I've never really been "carefree". I don't envy his lifestyle or the fact that he has tons of sex with many different people. I don't think I even envy him at all. It's more like, he's a sort of constant reminder that other people have a lot of it and I don't. It's really difficult to explain... if I have to be honest, it's quite difficult to define what I really feel.
I truly admire people that are happy in a sexless relationship but I could never be in one voluntarily. I could be in one only if the relationship started "normally" and then evolved into sexless because of something outside of the other person's control (like a medical condition, for instance). It that case the love for the other person would allow me to accept the situation.
Hang on, hang on, I don't listen intentionally... I'm not a creep 😅. They party walls are quite thin and you can hear regardless of whether you do it intentionally or not. It is very possible that he can hear us as well... who knows.
If I was sexually happy with my relationship, I would could not care less about how much sex he has. He has plenty? Great, good for him. It's more that, hearing others having plenty of it, represents a sort of reminder that "others do it plenty and you don't"... if you see what I mean.
Yes, that is exactly my problem. I know it is... but how do I solve it?
It is also possible that after 18 years I could have completely unrealistic expectations. Also, what about when we'll be in our late 40s or 50s? What happens then if this situation is to repeat itself (I mean the very active neighbour that reminds me there are people who get laid constantly)?
I need to stop comparing my situation to others and not be bothered by this. That does not mean that I might still not be satisfied by our intimacy but at least it would be MY problem, not a problem that is induced by comparing myself to others... if you see what I mean.
But again... easy to say! In practice, how do I get out of this vicious circle?