frost

well..i was thinking of telling her this..i just wanna know if it sounds okay..like not too weird or anything..casue i usually write down what i say b4 i do cause..i dont mess up really cause i have a tendency to do that.."i know i made alot of mistakes before..i just hope you forgave me for them , i want you to know that i'm a changed man , i've learned alot , i'm not the jelous over pretective person i once was , i'm sorry i treated you like that before..sometimes you dont realize whats going on until you take a step back and really take a look on whats happening . I'm just sorry i realized this after what happned and not b4 when i could of prevented it ,i know what its like more than anybody to love somebody so much but not be able to be with them , i really miss you and i love you . i promise that all the jelousy and over pretection is out the door , nobody will have to know about us..just you and me , i know you like it better that way it is better for us , i sould of listened to you the first time i really am sorry about that . I know i can be stupid alot of the times but i'm the type of person that learns from the mistakes i made in the past , you and me together was never a mistake , in my eye's your the most beautiful girl in the world , i dont think i could ever imagine myself ever being with someone else , you are the best thing that ever happened to me..and i love ypu..can we just try it again one more time..you dont need to answer me now , think about it , take as long as you want " then just leave or hang up..depends on the sercomstances cuz me and her seeing eatch other isn't really that easy....so what u think? is it a little too much..or not enough..

i broke up with my girlfriend like about 3 weeks ago we were together for about 3 months..but i consider those to be the best i had..true its not that long of a time..but i would definatly say we been threw alot togther..we were perfectly happy together..well..u can also say we were in love..but yet she wanted to break up..her reason was that she didn't want a relationship..but u know most reasons girls give you for breaking up are not the true one..(learned from self expirianc)..i think i pressured her too much and made her feel trapped..always callin her up when she's with guys and stuff like that..i think she saw as acting like her father .. i didn't hit me though till i truly sat down lat week and thought about why she wanted to leave me cuz i thought the excuse she gave me wasn't really..well it left me confused basically.. we still talk to eatch other every other day..and i still have strong feelings for her..i'm pritty sure she has too..but she doesn't want to show it..i mean..i know she still has feeling for me..it doesn't just faid away just like that. i really reall want to get back with her..i've been going threw hell without her..i donno how to do it..taking her out for a meal would be diffucult do to many reasons..how else would i be able to do it? she's a wounderful girl..but the only think i found about her that she likes to supress her emotions..she doesn't really show the way she really feels sometimes..well when it comes to being effectionate and mushy really..lol.. i do talk with her about how much i miss her..and the times we had togther..but she just stays quite..i saw her at a friends gathering today..i alomost fell apart knowning she there and i can't have her..it kills me.. we didn't talk much..just hi how u doin and bye..didn't make much eye contact either..but i noticed her look at me every now and again..i think she's trying to make me jelous buy saying she had a date with somebody that day but she didn't tell me who..i donno.i just really want her back..do i act now..or wait..how do i tell her..what do i do..whats the best techinuge i could use for her to say yes..u have no idea how much this girl means to me..i dont want her to have gotten over me