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I love my ex to death. he broke up with me since last year. he did some horrible things to me, he was becoming very mean and nasty to me. He blamed me that he need to break up with me cause I got nothing but a broken heart. he met some new women in San Fransico. I lived in Hong Kong. to make the story short. he always give me cold/hot attitude from time to time. I knew he met some new women over there. he didn't admit it but I guess he still loves me. I just don't know. everything is so confusing... I wish he would come back to me.

well, I got a question, I talked to my ex today. we had a long conversation about everything. he admited he still loved me and he still think i m the most beautiful woman compares to all those women he met in San Fransico and we definitely still have spark going on between us. I shared his interest and I willing to make a lot of effort to be with him. he said he loved me but he doesn't know what is wrong with him. he doesn't know why and he thinks he got a problem. he got kind of upset that I might end up dating some other guy. this is so confusing. is he just trying to nice. but when he said those things to me he sounds very serious. he said he did n't know why he couldn't be with me and he must got problem.......... sorry for rambling.... today is just a bad day..