meeko132

Hey thanks for replaying hey megan i would like to talk to you what is your email if you want email me at email removed but thanks so much for the advice. please email me thank you meeko p.s whats your email address

Please i am very confused, I am 17 yrs old, I have been straight my whole life. I never thought of women other than friends, no romantic thougths have ever crossed my mine. Well i met my best friend about a 9 months ago and everything was great we just seemed to click, I mean it was as if she was my friend solemate. Well about a 6 months ago i started to wonder what it would be like if i could kiss her. I just pushed these thoughts away just as soon as they would come. Then I went to prom with the guy that i liked for about a year. Of course my best friend (megan) came along with her date. Well all through prom i couldnt stop taking my eyes off her and i told myself that i would tell her how i felt. Well the time came and i told her. Well amazingly straight as she was she felt the same way. And since then we started dating well its been 5 months and i am madly in love with her. but the only problem is that she is a girl. She is the only girl that i look at in a romantic sense. Actually since this has happened i can't even stand the thought of being with another women. I am still very attractive to men, But i cant get my girlfriend off my mind i love her so much. But i dont want to be like this the rest of my life. I really want to marry the opposite sex but if these feelings dont go away i am tempted to spend the rest of my life with the woman that i love. I am also very afraid that we both will be disowned by our parents who are both strongly against homosexuals. So i guess my problem is that i dont think that i am a lesbian, But i am very much in love with a women. Please if you have any advice or maybe a personal expierence would you please respond.