Baxter

Thanks everyone replying . I will keep in touch and tell you how Im getting on Cheers Bax

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Im only starting to think about getting help for this problem of mine . Its only starting to annoy me mentally lately. I dont want to go to my own Doctor ( Im a bit to old for that I Think) but I will talk to someone . Even been on here is a help to air my problem. This is the first site that ive been on and now I know that there are a lot of people , young and old out there that self harm. As regarding my childhood moNique There is nothing that has caused me to do these things to myself. I was never abused . TG When I used to bang my forehead against the wall (I dont do that now as I would have to hide my scars from my family and tell stupid lies about hitting my head on the car door etc) I get a feeling of me being totally useless , being really dumb and stupid. So when I do bang my head against the wall I hit the back of my head and no one sees any marks . Also I hit my ankles its very sore but not at the time but days later my ankles are still sore. This causes the memories of my stupidity and the mental anguish goes on. Thanks again

Hi All For the past 4 years Ive been banging my head against walls, punching walls, slapping and punching myself . I also Bang my legs against walls . And for the past two years I have been hiding my bruises and have to lie about my injuries and the marks i leave on myself. Ive done loads of crazy things when Im self harming myself(I never cut myself) Lately its on my mind most of the time . It make me feel angry and my self esteem is very low .. I know what causes my inner rages but how can i stop it HELP