I am so so sorry. I did love U with all my heart and soul. U were the love of my life. Out of the blue, so i think, U left me. After 4 years. I now my mistakes, I just hope someday U realise yours.
I know U are having a hard time right now but all I desire is to help you. No strings attached.
But U are 2 proud and 2 stubborn to accept my help.
I do love U so much!
I can't believe that so much ego can surpass the love that we have.
Maybe someday U'll miss me but I know that is not enough to call me. I do miss you much.
All I ever wanted was to grew older beside you and to love U.
4 years that I will cherish, the best, the worst of my life. Now just accommodating living alone in hell.
Take care of you as I can't do it any more.