My boyfriend and I have been dating for over a year and a half now. A couple months into the relationship i went thru his computer and found tons of pictures of models and celebrities that he saved in the past years. I then confronted him about it and told him to delete all those pictures. He did what i said and deleted all the pictures. He also promised me that he would not do that anymore. But again I found searches of models and their bikini pictures on his google search bar. I confronted him several times now, and all it did was lead to a big argument. He still promises that he would not go surfing the web for hot models and then downloading them onto his computer now that he has me. But now he locks his computer, so I can't go thru it anymore. He says that the reason he locks it is because he feels that his privacy is invaded, but I really think it's because he still does it. I feel betrayed and not enough for him to look at when he does those things. I don't know what to do, I want to trust him, but i've caught him soo many times doing it again. It breaks my heart knowing that the person i love would feel the need to look at other women. I don't know what to do. I am still really bothered by what he can be hiding from me, however, at the same time I'm glad he locks his computer because, although I am almost definite that he still does it, I don't want to be absolutely certain. It sounds weird, but part of me wants to trust him soo badly. I love him soo much, but this kills me. Sometimes I feel like if his love for me is really reciprocated, he would give up his silly obsession and unlock his computer to show that there is nothing to hide. Should I break up with him over this?
