Thanks for the advice!! I do think about what he has done to me and it makes me so mad because I swore I would never let a guy do this to me... I think part of the problem is because I never saw this coming, we were so happy and talking marriage, we have liked each other for almost 10 years but we finally got together 2 1/2years ago and I thought our relationship was great, we hardly ever fought we got along just fine... that is what hurts me the most, I wish I could have seen this coming but instead I was blindsided. But even though he cheated, I still love him... But I know deep down I do deserve better.