Recently I had my first sexual experience with a woman. She is someone that I really got along with well before we decided to become intimate. We made plans to make love and everything was going great until I tried to perform oral sex on her. Without going into great detail she had a hygiene problem which made it impossible for me to continue. I told her since it was my first time, I wasn’t ready to go all the way, but I think she recognized what was going on. Afterwards she told me to call her the next day and we would make plans to get together again.
The next day I called and she was very rude to me. She told me she was disappointed with our love making and didn’t want to be teased like a kid in a candy store. She said that the previous night was my chance to show her what kind of lover I really was and that I basically blew it. We got into an argument and both of us said terrible things to eachother. Our fight got so bad that she said she never wants to see me again.
I really feel bad about this. Never in my wildest dreams would I think hygiene would screw things up for me. I wanted her so bad, and I still do. I know that I could never tell her what really went on that night. I just wouldn’t know what to say. Since I’m new at this, I’d just like to know what I can do, because I still care about her. Can somebody help me on this one?
