Outcast-Angel

Thanks for the positive feedback ladies.. it's always appreciated. and for the thoughts and concern raykay.. you're a good person, and a sweetheart.

~HMD

i haven't written anything in so long.. so don't bite my head off if it sucks.

I know that life

isn't supposed to be perfect

But shouldn't it

at least be worth it?

My mind is shaking,

and my heart is cold

There's a void inside of me

a wound that will never close

I'm laying here, spinning

so far from you

and i'm cutting harder

than ever before

I know that life

isn't supposed to be perfect

but shouldn't it

at least be worth it?

My hands are shaking,

and my arms are cold

There's a void inside of me

i'm afraid it'll swallow me whole

So i'm squirming, writhing,

screaming and cutting my way out

My eyes are wet, the blood's a mess

I know that life isn't supposed to be perfect

but isn't it supposed to be worth it?

-HMD 11.24.07

stick with the watch. lots of people wear watches all the time. it's hardly a suspiscious accessory. and long sleeves are a good idea too, in the winter.

Thanks. glad you enjoyed it.

This world today by Outcast-Angel

It's a sad place, this world today

Where bad guys are good

And good girls don't know their worth

When truth is a story written

By word of mouth

And happiness is achieved by prescription

Sex, Drugs, Rock'n'roll

They're youth's religion

(have you met your savior?)

It's a lonely place, the world today

Where your best friend is an addiction

Caffeine, Razor blades, Cigarettes

Wrap yourself in a blanket,

A pillow to muffle the screams

Of twisted thoughts, hallucinations

When responsibilities f**k with your head,

And commitment is a frightening concept

It's an empty place, this world today

Where everyone's a narcissist,

And love is just a word

Lust, Escape, Violence

When animal instincts rule our hearts

And there's complete disregard of human sensibilities

Because everyone just needs to get laid.

thanks.. feedback is always appreciated.

You're all sleeping

and my eyes are getting dry

I'm the restless sentry,

Mesmerized by rainbow daylight

On previously blackened waters

Would you let me drown

In a false image

Buoying my salvation

In the damned torrents

Of our society

Bleach me to unconscious subservience

Could you polish

The jewel of submission

With your untutored truth?

Could you imagine

A blood chilling passion

That could purify the soul?

Rekindle the home fires in this hearth

I'm lost and that's nothing new

But I've dragged you down

Bitterness poisons anew

How can you breathe

While I cover your mouth

Your feet are still kicking

Noose yet to draw tight

A knot rightly done

Could set us all free

White rope, sanctified innocence

I'll damn you to the last

With my final words

Damn you all

With my last prayers

~ Written by HM de Groot, 2006

AKA Outcast-Angel

lol, slightlybent..

BDSM is bondage-dominance/sadism-masochism.. a sub is the submissive person, a dom is the dominant person, and a switch is someone who's both..

^_^ i don't know about you guys, but i just had the craziest weekend, and i'd just like to make sure everyone is aware as to just how much handcuffs rock.

as for bdsm.. i love being the sub. any other subs out there?

it might have been that his fingernail scratched you, and caused you to bleed a little. or, like other people said, it could be because you'd recently finished your period. it's also possible that your hymen broke.

it's in Canada. close to the middle of it, actually. so all the beaches around here are either man-made, or just lakes..

i'd rather have sex in the water than in the sand.. but beaches are pretty romantic. lol, i'll have to make the trek out to a beach that has a lot of rocks then..

sex on the beach can be fun, but beware of the sand.. it can be might uncomfortable. also, it's definitely not pleasent if you get some in your mouth. another bad place is if you're camping or something, and you decide to have sex on the ground? beware of pine needles and thistles. and i think that the hood of the car works better than the front seat.

maybe he needed to sleep after he was done? ok, fess up. what's the worst position you've ever tried?

i agree, the front seat of a car is kinda akward, but i'd still have to say that my least favorite is probably "traditional" doggy style.

oh.. mk, now i just feel silly. oh well.

lmao, that's hilarious. the only time i've ever heard of anyone i know getting one was for a bachelor party.

lol, doyathink, i was so confused for a minute there. i was like "ceiling fan? what?" thanks for clearing that up.

that's a really good question.. the girl next door? or possibly an inflateable buddy? i've never really understood the point of blow-up dolls.. i mean really, by the time you get that thing inflated...

maybe he took sxc's advice, and brought a girl with him?

lol, i don't think putting on a show was exactly on his mind.

ok, there i go

lol, have fun slightlybent. i'm not really sure it would count as a position though..

oo, sxc, that reminds me of another fun thing..

it gets a little sticky, but does anyone else remember that candy that's like a gel? it comes in these little tubes now. anyways.. "painting" on your partner with things like that, and licking them off. if you kiss the other person right after you lick some off, they can taste it too. or having something cold like a popsicle or ice cube, and using it to "draw" all over your partner.. it makes an interesting sensation if you follow the trail of cold with your tongue.

glad you're not bored or anything slightlybent.

Cheers to that slightlybent.

lol, the thread will still be here tomorrow. have fun tonight sxc.

all 3 of us are pretti much staying on this page and just reloading? arent we? LOL everytime i get a second between posts, ill check your profile and your hovering over this one thread ...HAHAHA

lol, it's like 3:42am where i am. there's not much else to do. and none of the other threads are too terribly active right now.

LOL a chick makes it more fun though!

couldn't agree more.

*fanning self* hey, i wonder if that's where the band scissor sisters got their name.

i think i heard once that that was where they got their name from.