DyanH123

I had a weak moment, I messaged him via face book. He hasn't replied. Which is good as it has helped me that little bit more to let go. I even question myself over why I did it, when I didn't expect he would respond anyway. Did I look desperate I am not bothered, because it gives me the courage to finally delete him from my life and once he is out, what I did or said will be yesterday's news and if it helped me get to that point quicker, that's great. Being ignored by him helps...makes me care less and less, because why would I want to be with someone like that anyway. If we did get back together it is obvious it wouldn't work even to myself, as he gave up on us too easily, what a let down.

Everyday I still miss you, I still think about you all the time... Today I am finding it really hard not to contact you, even to say Hi, how are you?, my motives I know would be because I want so much to see you again and I don't even know if you think of me anymore, so the fact that you would probably think I'm looney and I would be just bothering you and you would ignore me anyway is the incentive to not do it. I have to listen to and rely on that thought. I just wish I could move on...