Like I said before, i know we can't be together .. I cannot emotionally handle the constant mixed messaging....I love you girl, and miss you.....you're a scumbag. If you only really knew how down I was for you and how I wanted it to work so bad, I let myself be treated like a dog just to keep it going.
You have no basis to ever call me a or . I may have seemed to be spineless where you're concerned, but I have my dignity and pride where everyone else is concerned.
I forgive you for you know not what you do. My heart and mind are clear in this...I know I literally did everything in my power to try to love you and be loved. It just didn't work out in my favor.
I miss you. I miss us. I hate you. I hate us. I love you. I love us. It's a sad sad situation and it's getting more and more absurd. That's all I have for you. I can't say another thing. You'll miss me. I was the one who would of took a bullet for you. Instead I got shot thru the heart.