acon35

How did you just stop thinking about me or having feelings, even friendly ones? I'm going to constantly see you next year and though I'll try to look happy, it won't be for long. How did you move on so quickly and stop caring? I did something I never thought I would do and you only cared because it was because of you, not because it was me that it happened to. Then you kept refusing to talk to me. I was struggling so much and yes I know we weren't dating, but would it kill you to care a little? To at least tell me how you moved on so quickly? Don't get me wrong. I'm happy that you're finally happy, but why did it have to be at my expense? Why did I have to go through this alone? You couldn't have said just once that you hurt too. Instead you had to shove your happiness in my face. That kills me. I went from drowning in my love for you, to partially hating you, to moving on. But somehow, you still occupy my thoughts. I don't know how to make the thought of you stop, not completely. Not when I know I'm stuck with having you around campus next year.