Addictedtolove

too late.. I already emailed. I have no idea why why you keep dropping me the odd "hey hows it going" email I have no idea, why i respond confuses me more. you have moved on but seem intent on not letting me go. I know its up to me to sever the ties. It still hurts. seeing you move on hurts. I just wish I could let all this go. Im angry at myself for the time I waste on you. for the offers I turn down as those little messages I occasionally get still give a false sense of hope. Even if you did return, how could I ever trust you again? so many fond memories and so many now full of hurt and deceit. I just wish you could see the damage you do. but you dont care. I doubt you will ever take the tie to reflect on your actions and that angers me. I think you will continue to make the same mistakes over and over again.I just wish you would be direct and clear when you communicate but I get nothing more than a brief update on your job and the weather. If you want to befriends you need to be open and honest. Even a basic friendship needs that. please just let me go. please just be honest, just once.