Ok, when I was 14 years old, I started playing around with myself feeling my clit and whatever felt good. I was wasn't very aware of how my body worked or anything because my parents don't talk about such things, school was vague and unhelpful and at the time I didn't have a computer that I could get to. Also, my parents being good Christians didn't keep any sexual references that I could look at. Anyways, I one day I started playing with a toothbrush holder while I was masturbating and I put in myself. I pushed it in a couple times but then it's started to hurt so I took it out. I saw some blood but not a lot on the holder. Now, I scared that I am not a virgin anymore but I never been with a man. I am really scared and ashamed. Is there anyway to find out if I am still a virgin? What do I do now?
