requiem

I wish that we could be together. I wish that you realized how I much I loved you, even though I hardly showed it. I was a fool with you. I lost myself trying to hold the world on my shoulders. If only we could try again. I hope that you know I'll always be here for you, and you'll always be an important person in my life. I wish the mixed messages would stop. I wish my mixed feelings would stop. Some days I despise you, others I want to hold you, others I want to talk to you, and on others I cry. But everyday I miss you, and everyday I wish you were with me. I know that I let you go by not being there. It was the biggest mistake I've ever made. If I get the chance, I'll never do it again. But, in the end, I hope that you love someone as much as I loved you. Goodbye.