heartbroken13

hey well there is this guy whois my friends older brother and we are also friends we started talking about a year n half ago. Every other night i would always talk to him online and he ould always tell me these cute lil love thingys n he would flirt with me n tell me i was amazing and how he would always want to toch me n kiss me and be with me. then a few months in we started calling eachother like basically everynight and then he told me he loved me and we both would always elll eachother we loved eachother. We were basically "together". then it was valentines day n i foudn out he had other valentines n i was rele upset so i called him and was lie i need ot tlka to you and i talked to himand we talke dfor hours he said he really cared for me and that he never ever wanted to lose me but the distance between us at the moment was to dificult for him to deal with and that he never wanted to see me get hurt or hurt me ever. then he said he jus wanted ot be good friends and so i stopped calling him and talked ot him every 2 weeks or somthing liek that. then i had feeling for him again and i spent the whole summer wiht him and i fell for him again we went out together and there were a few kisses here n there n we woudl hold hands and he knows my whoel family n i know his and he started to call em n tell me that he has been missing me and then we became close again and we talk every night and he always calls me before i go out to tell em to be safe and carful and not to let other guys mess wit me n then he always wants to kow who im wit n there names and he gets jealous it seems somtimes n hates wen i tlak about other guyz but he always is liek on n off wit us and im so confused n need help!! wut does he feel for me does he even feel .. talking jus doesnt work..help

yes i am a girl and i guess i did kiss him back but he kinda forced it on my it wasnt like a rape but he i dunno he presured it so hard n so fast it was like i couldnt move and i dont know how i feel b/c i am so confuse dn still am and like i wish he would talk to me but everytime i try he makes a excuse not to talk its just so weird....

hey well a few days ago i went to my friends house who is like my bestfriend i have known him since i was 3 and i consider him like my brotherand also my bestfrined thats a girl likes him... well i got a IM from him online and he was liek he wanan chill and i was like sure i have movies wanan watch them n he was liek ok come over and so i go over and we are watching the movie and i was resting on his lap and then he leans over my head an was like can i have a kiss n i was like what and he kissed me! and then all of a suddne we start making out like crazy and then his mom walks in and we jump up and in my head i was liek thank god and then we were chillin in his room n he kisse dme AGAIN! and then i wa slike umm i think i should go home and he was like ok so i went home and he IMs me and it like wut you n me did we keep to us and if we do it againt hen we do it.. and then the nest day he calls me and is liek come over i think you left somtin here n so i go over and then he like jumps me and im on the floor and he is on tpo of me kissing me and we were making out for a while agan but theni wasliek no i cant do this n he would let me up and kept kissing me ... and i dont get what is going on between us?... i dont get what he thinks and i dont know what to do im so confused.. help??