lizzyluscious

me and him were both busy with jobs and we dont share mutual friends so we had to spend some time with own friends and not to mention the fact that we lived on two different sides of the city, it was rough on us, but i wasnt willing to let go of him over something like that, unfortunately, he was.

ok,me and my ex were together for 4 years. when me and my ex were together we barely saw each other and thats what led to him breaking it off with me even though i wanted to stay with him b cuz i loved him. now its 2 months later, i know that the love is still there between us even though we hardly talk and never see each other anymore. this guy was my soulmate, my first true love, my first everything and i really want him to realize how much i need him and love him. ever since the breakup i have always been the one calling him but now im trying this nc rule thing. and i must admit its hard! i get urges to call him late at night but then i stop myself, i havent told him yet how much i miss him and need him, i have been pretty unemotional about it, and i hate hiding my feelings, so im going to try to wait it out, hope that he will call me one day and tell me how much he loves me and how we are supposed to be together forever, i wish i could just talk to him now about it, and just get it over with although i really need to find the right words, any advice?