To start off, im 14 about to be 15 in a couple days, I also have this friend that is also friends with my sister, and I hang out with her ALOT(she's like eighteen)...so one day she went to her friend house to pick him up(his name for now will be Michael)..and thats when i met Michael and his brother..who is a year older than me...and MIchael just turned 18..Well we all hung out, then went over to one of their friend's house..whose 16, ...and we hung out there and me and Michael were just sitting on his friend's bed and talking and stuff (nothing happened, at all really)
..bUT..Michael has a GIRLFRIEnd of almost 3 years, he always call her a "bia"..and i met her that day too..i thought she was really nice and stuff,but he said he did but not as much and he tried breaking it off with her, but it didnt work because she would get too sad and stuff... and my friend that i hung out with that day told me that he thought i was hott..and they all thought i was 16 or 17 ..because i was so mature..and i guess you could say.."developed" for my age.. and me and Michael keep in touch online and we have met each other at the mall, and my guy friend who i was with said that he acted like he liked me.. Michael is really sweet guy..he respects me and stuff..and whenever we talk online, he sees some pictures of me..and he saves them to his computer, and he even put one up as his background and he makes me feel good about myself..because i probbably should have a high self esteem.. but i dont know....
while i was on vacation, my friend was talking to him ..and asked if he rated people..what would it be?..he said his girlfriend about 6..then she asked about me..and he said..well maybe an 8..but if she was 18 then i rate her a 10...and He wanted me to meet up with him and his friend and stuff..and he acts really flirty with me.but i don't know..i guess im starting to like him.. but i dont know if i should, i cant really talk to my friends about it, because they woudlnt really understand and people i know are very judmental..but i mean..its like..3 years age different.. but he's at the point in his life where hes about to go to college..and it feels a little weird.. but i like him, i like him for who he is, for his personality.. but i dont know what i should do..i mean..should i just tell him i like him, but dont want anything with him because he has a girlfriend and he's older and he gives me all these MIXED signals.. or should i just let things flow..and i am SO confused about the situation I'm in..i dont know why..but its just so hard to explain..
..to whoever reads this, thank you sp for taking your time..and please respond..
