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I miss you so much I canceled your Netflix and Apple Music accounts, I know you got emails notifying you. I also changed the password for access to my other streaming accounts. I removed your access to Amazon prime, stopped the direct deposit to our joint account because I will no longer be using it and am changing the last bill to my name tomorrow. It has been so tough to know that I am locking you out. I know you will be ok. You live via your school loans and financial aid. Still, my heart ached as terminated it all. The last thing is the medical and dental insurance I provide through my work. I downloaded the form and filled it out for termination. I know I said that I would keep you on but i can't. It hurts and for once I am going to be selfish. I am so anxious. I know that you probably think I am throwing a tantrum because I am not getting what I want, but I am trying to move on. After a year, I finally want to stop living in this hole. I wonder if You even care. I wonder if you've even tried to contact me since I blocked your number. I guess it's all for not. It's not like you cared enough to be honest about it all. It's not like you felt bad fo using me for a whole year and a half for my money. I just want You out of my head!