VioletExtract

I woke up today and wanted to text you something sweet, like nothing had happened. But then it hit me : we're not together anymore and for a moment there, it had escaped my mind. Then I opened the window and saw a tiny ladybug. Do you remember that, just a few days before we started dating, you sent me a picture of a ladybug that was following you around in your room? For some reason it made me smile, and I had this feeling that everything was going to be fine...

I have this huge feeling of emptiness, this sadness so great that I can't even cry.... But you, on the other hand, are ok, right? Life goes on without me.... God, you left only 3 days ago and you were so cruel, so so cruel! Why did you feel the need to tell me over and over again that you didn't love me anymore, that you were so glad to leave and to start a new beginning? How could someone who says he still cares about you and that he knows you're the best thing that happened to him be so cold and heartless just days later. 3 and a half years of my life gone, just like that.