karcot30

I have tried role playing talking about different techniques with him and I even told him that if he likes porn then its okay as long as he doesn't forget about me. Or let me in on it or whatever..

I am a newlywed and my husband is in the Air Force and we sleep in the bed every night and that is all just sleep! I am so tired, I try to dress sexy for him and light candles. Still same thing just sleep, he has been tested for testerone levels doc says he is fine. But, when I am not here he likes porn on the internet and chatting with other women. Can't understand it I have a beautiful bod, I keep my hair and nails done. I cook, clean, career woman Aim to please him. If I beg I might get it 2x's a month. Crazy or lazy just don't know or was it love or lust? don't know at this point.. need help bad.. deperately.