Khalil

I miss you so much...I keep checking my phone whenever it goes off, hoping its you...but it never is. You played me like a fiddle and you abused me, but I still love you and your children. I'm still not sure what I would say if you messaged me, everyone is telling me I should tell you off, but the only thing I wanna say is "I love you" and desperately try to figure out how to make this work....I hope some day you will find out what you had and threw away with me, that our problems were problems you caused but could never take blame for, so I boldly took the blame for the problems, even when my feelings were hurt.