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I understand what you mean really. I see nothing wrong with your communication skill honey. It's really sweet that i receive response from this forum pretty quickly. Thanks. Ok an update on my situation. I sent him a forwarded message on friday, which of course he didn't reply. Was still feeling like crap on Sat afternoon (thanks to him) when my phone rang. Guess who! Hehe. He actually called me up after not talking to me for a while. Very surpirse. Still wondering why i didn't choke on my words. He was asking stuff about school, which i thought was pretty weird as we were no longer in the same course. Anyhow, i didn't get to talk to him much as i was sitting right next to my dad in the car! Well i told him i'm not sure about his queries, so i asked him to call up a fren of mine instead. A mistake on my part? Wish i could keep him on the line longer.... But still, it made me feel really..er..smiley!

I'm feeling so terrible now only god knows. I have a a fren at school who i finally i can admit that i like. Let's call him L He's someone who has been staring at me for no reason (i'm not bragging here, but it's facts. I honestly thought there's something wrong with me that ONLY he can see and no one else can) but has only recently be-friended me after being in class with him for over a year. A fren of his told me that he WAS pretty interested in me. He asked for my number through this fren of his, called me up a couple of times (i was literally mute whenever he call), exchange smses, borrowed stuffs from me, calling me his princess , and he's got this nickname he always use on me. It's really complex because there's this other guy, who is a fren of his, but not really close, who erm..showed interest in me as well. When L found out he was like "What? Is he disturbing you? I'll bash him up!" He's been really nice to me, but i normally get all nervous when he will come and talk to me. So what i normally do is, i will PRETEND not to see him and will only talk to him if he talk to me first. I know it's stupid, but i'm really nervous. But lately, he hasn't been speaking to me. He will talk to someone else whenever i walk past him or something. I know i should have said hi or something.. So does this mean he has finally given up on me, this unapproachable moron? And did he ever really like me to start of with?? What should i do to let him know that, i don't hate him or anything, I'm just very very nervous. He's a really nice guy and i'm just to nervous and shy. Please help me out here. I've finally really like someone.