Anothero

I have my fault, I know I have them, maybe I was too needy and insecure sometimes because of me, because of our situation because of your lack of communication. I know I got jealous and you didn't like it even if I had all the reason to be... It wasn't bad but I am human and it hurt especially when I was so far from you. I can understand why you did it and it was the best solution mainly for your but so for us. Maybe we could have fix stuff, maybe you just lost your feelings. You know I could have dig to the death if I knew you wanted to cross the earth. This is the past and we won't be US anymore but today I cried. I cried but not like I cried before, I cried because I think I have the strenght to let you go. Yes I love you and I will probably have always some feelings for you because of what we shared.But because I love you I accepted your choice and let you be happy without me. Yes I miss you and feel so lonely when I know you don't think of me as you used to but I lived without you and fortunately (I guess) I will do it again. I really wish you the best, alone or with the one you choose. Even with all your defaults, you are amazing ! Je t'aime.