md20

How...just how?

How did you never get caught having sex at the school you work at? How could have sex in the boiler room with the married janitor during school hours? How could you screw a 25 yr old in a dirty alley that night? and then have sex with two men a few hours later who "high fived" each other as they f***ed you? How could you show up a married couple's home that you never met and have sex with them while their young kids were sleeping in another room? How could let a man you never met choke you and spit on you and urinate on you when you were scared, with his wife watching, and not leave? How could you spend 100.00 on a vibrator when your son needs shoes and asks you to buy them, but say you have no money? How could you even ask me for a bar of soap while visiting my apartment, to take to your next "session" How could you have sex with other women and then tell me it's to turn "the guy on" and that you don't really like it? How could you pick my friend up at the airport the very night I moved out of our house, and then have sex with him in your car when you should have been sad about me leaving after nine years? How could you tell me the flowers I bought you every Valentines day were just to show your work friends up, and didn't mean anything? How could you call me a "mistake"? How could you even offer and then show me a video of you and a guy you just picked up at a bar having sex in our bedroom?...and be proud of it? How could you show the same video at the fantasia party and think these women want to see it? Does your new man of three months know about your recent past? Do your kids? Does your family know? How can you ask me for money and then never respond to a text, or dismiss me, or avoid me? How did I end up marrying such a goddamn mess?