mystery

bowling would be fun, but my friends date goes bowling a lot for some school thing... i dont know the details about it all, but i dont know if it would be much fun for him

The other day i asked a guy to the sadies dance (the girls as the guys) through flowers and this puzzle... and he said yes to me this morning. I dont talk to him all that often, although we have a class together and it would be extremely easy for me too. i just... am crazy for this guy, and im totally excited that he said yes. We are going to the dance with a couple that we are both friends with and i know we will have a great time, but he and i arent anything other then friends, and the other two have been going out for months and are really into each other. i konw there will be a lot of time with just me and him, while the other two are having a converstation or whatever, and i was wondering what might be some good things to talk about.

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after the dance you usually leave to go and do some activities or something. and for the sadies dance, the girls plan everything, and what you do before or after the dance is supposed to be a secret from the guys until that night. i already plan to ask him this weekend when we go shoping for the matching sweatshirts ((nother sadies thing)) what kind of things he doesnt want to do. but i know that my friend and i will need help finding things to do. so does anyone have any ideas?

thanks a bunch

i really really liked it

i was reading another post that was about outer sex...and i was wondering what exactly is outer sex?

my boyfriend and i r tryin to come up with some stuff to do. like where to go and hang out or just... what to do haha. where should be go on a date to?

ive only been that close to a guy once...and i felt it...and it actually turned me on... i loved it

my mom and my sister both went out tonight...and i cant drive so i was stuck at home... and so my boyfriend ((who can drive... but cant legally have passengers yet...)) came over, and i gave him his first kiss thursday night... and tonight, we tried making out, ((id never done that)) it was .. wow. haha. he was on top of me the whole time ((maybe about 20 minutes)) and we would do some diff things with our hands or id rub my leg against his. but i was wondering, what could i do to make it more fun for him? like... ive heard about sucking on an ice cube before..but thats about all. any ideas?

thanks

-mystery

what do you guys think? at the end...im not really gonna kill myself....its a poem that i wrote as if i was in one of my friends head....long story.

running away

if i didnt show up tomorrow

would you care

would you even notice

am i a puzzle pieve to your every day

only noticed when i go away

a hole in the background

where nothing else will fit in

im not essential for the picture to be visible

a minor detail

something that can be easily forgotten

so should i show myself and have no one see me

or should i stay hidden

become forgotten

make you wonder if i was there at all

pay attention to the person behind the smile

for once you might realize who i am

blood and tears running down my cheek

through my heart

are what you all have made me into

this sad regret

a symbol of a long lost love

i will say goodbye

you have one last chance

one last test

to let me know if you care

to prove to me if i should really still be here

for i will raise a gun to my head and end it all

if not a single world like no isnt said.

F o r GeT

give me my last words

put them in my mouth

breath into me

every lie ive bestowed apon your angle wings

take it away

take what you gave me

take me

your words

your suffering

take what you made me

back

leave me here

swallowed in my own sorrow

dont have me be your lieing shame

your sad perfect imperfection

just give me my last words

forget my never existing presense

forget my eyes that hide

my story

the one you gave me

forget the reason behind

every scar

that you engraved

into my skin

my heart, my lies

the scars that tell me who you are

that show what ive let you turn me into

forget that ive taken the load of your pain away from you

into me

forget you gave me my last words

forget that you sacraficed me for you happily ever after

what do you guys honestly think?

thanks

-mystery

just say hi back to them, but include that ur just coming on for a few seconds before you start working away at your pile of homework, and that you will talk to them later. its always been good for me

-hope it helps-

mystery

...last time i posted about the landis and dylan thing, it was nuts, i did actually give landis a tape of the ocean and all that and i found out what he was thinking about...hehe. ... and i ended up going out with dylan for 2 weeks, but now landis and i r together and i couldnt be more happy which is a lot for me to say....

i want to ask him to homecoming, i just cant think of n e cute ways. i know that its not a sadies dance or n e thing...its just hes so shy and i wana ask someone out i guess haha. so... does n e one know n e easy fast and cute ways to ask him to homecoming?

thanks-

mystery

that was a very uncalled for post. yeah on the outside it does look like another suicide or cutting poem, but you can obviously tell that he is talking about a women....but that does take atleast one brain cell to realize...

any wayz, i thought it was really good. ur a great writer.

hey, i kinda like this one, but i dont know if its any good. i took the phrase "tear stained lies" from one of my favorite bands because it was really catchy, but i dont know. just tell me what you think about it.

thanks a bunch

-mystery

tear stained lies

are all i see

crashing down in front of me

to help remind

that i lost what i never found

by sharing my tear stained lies

keep it locked within

my eyes burn for safety

scars will bleed from hatered

you hurt me endlessly

reminding me

of my tear stained lies

they will fall again

take me away

dont stay and say its ok

it will all come back

in our tear stained lies

dont try to comfort

dont show me any sympathy

dont forget where you hide

the one you love

you forget about listening

our tear stained lies

answer yes

answer no

or just dont answer at all

somethings missing

its been lost

before its been found

all our tear stained lies

that sounds perfect, and if it happens again ill do it! thank you so much!... but now. hes avoiding me ive decided if he doesnt talk to me by friday ill just call him and see wats goin on

o la la. yey. lol. awesome..... btw: penguins r so cute!

ive been in the same situation. me being the in the same spot as ur girlfriend/ex... u just have to give her time. as much as that might hurt...u cant pester her and beg her to get back together with you. shes gotta get through this on her own

im practically addicted to victoria secret mints. especially the cinamon ((or however u spell that word)) ones. they r so yummy. its not like i am always eating them...maybe 4 or 5 a day. haha and not because i have bad breath. ... but i was wondering if guys like the taste of cinamon when they kiss a girl...cause i think i have a permanent cinamon flavored mouth...lol this is so weird. but still...do guys like that?

omg, thank you so much

so if landis were to say those 3 words again what should i do?

x

u shouldnt have anything to worry about, the pill could just be messing with it, and also, most women's periods arent exactly 28 days apart, so the fact that she is three days late, doesnt mean that she is automatically pregnat. if she totally misses this month, then maybe she should go to the doctor or take a pregnacy test just to make you guys feel better.

yey! this is the first time in years that im so excited. lol...i swear, im like a lil kid on their birthday. awesome! ok, i gotta go decorate. lol. thanks a bunch

xmysteryx

ok, theres this guy friend of mine...who i like more as a friend, and i know from many sources, and practically himself, that he likes me in the same way....im not shy, at all...but he is mondo shy. i dont want to push him to go faster than he feels comfortable with, so i just let him do as he pleases, and every now and then do my own thing, and im constantly but descretly let him know that im still into him.

i cant get him out of my head, and i leave tonight to go to my fathers which is in a whole other part of the state for two weeks. i wont be able to talk to any of my friends because i cant use the phone long distance unless it is to my mother, and his computer is broken....

i have this thing where i always ask people "what are you thinking" because i just think its amazing at some of the answers... one example was the person responded "this one violinist in the renasance era" i just think its fascinating because people could be thinking of so many different things. well, last night, he said,"nothing that I would say." "why not? its just me" "exactly" "please?" "it would reveal too much."...it came out some how that if we were ever in the middle of the ocean alone, and today became yesterday, he would tell me. we live in the desert btw....of course, i already know what he means by it would reveal to much because he hasnt actually told me that he is into me, but i want him to tell me...i dont want to just say i know, i want to hear him tell me and not one of his friends.

so, i downloaded this one clip of waves and downloaded the same thing onto one cd about 80 times so i have about 2 hours of the sounds of waves, i took a load of printer paper and colored the ocean, which i will hang around my whole room, so it looks like we are out in the ocean, and i even made an itenorary that says we leave at 12:01 am off the coast of california, and sail until the time change were to us, this day, was technically yesterday. We live very close together, and our parents r good friends, so i was going to invite him over and surprise him with it.

i know that he wouldnt be freaked out by it, because he knows im outgoing and im loud and im not afraid to just be the happy and crazy me wherever and whenever. if he was afraid of that...then he wouldnt be so into me.

wat im asking...is if this is a good idea...or should i scratch it and just hang out with him tomorrow around the neighborhood and then give him a kiss on the cheeck before disapearing into my house so that i know he'll be thinking about me while im gone?

thanks for the help...i obviously need it!

xmysteryx

1. would be nice

2. every girl loves that...i would hope that everytime my boyfriend would go to kiss me hed do that...but he never did...i still liked the kiss, but the hand on the face would have made me fly through the roof with happyness

im like ur girlfriend...but im a whole lot younger. i had a boyfriend not to long ago that was with me during a really horrible part of my life. i trusted him with everything, and thats not something i normally do. ever since my parents separated when i was 5, i kept things to myself and learned to deal with it because i didnt want mom or dad or any of my friends to have another thing to worry about. well, when things started to happen between me and my mom and quite a few of my friends...i confided everything to my boyfriend. he was the only one that knew anything about my really bad habbits. it came to a point where my mother would randomly search my room for something i was never really sure what she was looking for, and i knew that at that moment i had to get rid of the one thing that contained all of my secrets and thoughts that would get me in loads of trouble if she found and read....my journal. so of course, i told my boyfriend to take my journal, to not say anything about it to anyone. of course he read it, and i had no problem with that. he already knew all of it anyways.

Everything was going ok, until i noticed that this one guy that had previously sexually asaulted me starting to watch me and hanging around me again. I wasnt going to put up with him and very nicely but asertively told him to leave me the hell alone. he looked at me with surprise for i am known as one of the most friendly and nice people in our school. ((because most people only know the nice and happy side of me)) He told me he didnt have to leave me alone, and then started to tell me why. he practically quoted things that i said in my journal. the whole time my boy friend knew about this guy and how much he'd put me through...and decided it would be funny to tell him everything to see what would happen.

i know how your girlfriend feels, because if anything horrible has happened to her in a previous relationship about someone abusing her trust...shes not ever going to forget it. and ever guy she dates from now on will probably only know her to a certain extent until she starts to pull away. the only thing you can do, is to talk to her to about it only when she wants to talk about it. you cant push her no matter how long it takes her. if you truly love her, you cant push her no matter what. dont be superficial, just show her that you are there whenever she needs you and never tell anyone unless she tells you that you can. dont ask her if you can tell someone, because that will make her nervous and hesitant to tell you things in the future. she has to tell you without you mentioning it.

even though im only 14, i know what im talking about. if you dont want to trust what i say...i dont blame you, why would u trust a 14 year old? but i must say, im one of the most mature, logical, experience, and creative teenagers you will ever meet.

hope it helps...

xmysteryx

Perfect

you say im perfect

from the way i present myself

and the way others percieve me

what they think i am

is all a mistake

i might be perfect in your eyes

along with everyone elses

but im hiding the person within

look past my smile

my friends

my clothes

my skin

look at my broken soul

melting spirit

wandering mind

listen to my words

not the tone i say them in

its all a cover

from the pain

a cover for the yearning

to be gone and away

away from all of you

the people who expect so much

and are surprised when you dont get it

get used to me changing

my fake smile is fadeing

im changing from the person in your eyes

to the real person behind my own

im shedding the skin

that you all thought you had known

is it any good?...tell the truth please. thanks

xmysterx