Jiriyanu

I feel so incredibly used... Did you ever even care that I did? I gave you something so special, something I can only give to someone once, ever. Why was there never any reaction to that? I was so hesitant in starting off with you at first, so why did you persist? After I open up to you, you just... leave like it never mattered? I don't understand... We clicked so well, and then it all just died... I thought offering myself to you more would improve things to how they used to be, but you already had it all planned, didn't you? Why? You were worse than the last, and we were never even official... I saw all these signs that you weren't worth it, but I ignored it because I thought that if I believed in you enough, you'd prove to me that you were different. I tried believing you. I tried to trust you, even when my trust for anybody was already so traumatized. I don't think I'll ever be able to trust anyone else again....