What have I done to deserve your indifference? I admit my mistakes of THAT LAST KEEK but that was ONE TIME and besides, do I deserve such punishment just by sending a text message to your father? I don't think so. I just wanted to know details about your health and the chemoterapy. Nothing more. I haven't talked to you since we broke up. I didn't bother you. I didn't search for you. I didn't wait for you. Then why you answer me like that?
I know you're "Fine." But was that necesary? What happened when we said:
-You: What horrible thing can I do to you... ever?
-Me: Well, that you don't love me anymore or that you don't want to see me anymore or waste a second of your time on me.
-You: aw honey, except that you do something REALLY stupid or that you become someone REALLY REALLY stupid. How can I do that to you?
Honestly, I don't think that anything I did was so stupid or whatever. I did my best for you, and I really mean it. I just.. I just don't understand.. you loved me! At least do it for the little or none existent respect you have for me but DON'T F*CKING IGNORE ME
"The opposite of love isn't hate, it's indifference"