josh

I wish we could be together. I miss you but not enough to put myself through the fighting and physical harm that you have caused me. You are beautiful like and angel on the surface but more like a demon inside. It pains me to see you self-destruct and fall into the arms of guys who will toss you aside when they are done. I still love you and i wish things were different. We both knew we could never be together forever but we sure did try our hardest. Or at least i did...we couldnt connect and it hurt. I did all i could to be the person i wasnt but the person you wanted because i was willing to do anything to be with you. Im sorry even though i shouldnt be. I love you...maybe another time or maybe another life we can figure out a way to be together. Until then...Be safe.