Faye88

I cant stop thinking about you today, wondering what you are doing and if you are thinking of me....us. I really, really love you you know...you idiot. We said we would always work it out. Why run away? Lets be together and stay the distance. I miss you sooooooo much. The pain hurts so bad.

To my ex: I will not reply to the text you sent me today after almost a week of NC. You said you are in pain but have to do this as you know I will never change??? Why should I change, I am me and if you dont like me for me then that is your problem. Im glad you are in pain, I am a good person who didnt deserve the way you shouted and swore at me in temper, the 14 times you dumped me, packed your things and walked out, the abusive texts you sent me, the superior and critical way you sometimes spoke to me, the uncaring way you ignored me when you knew I was upset saying you wanted space, your very short fuse and bad temper. You need help to sort out your depression seriously because how you have treated me is unfair, unjustified, and actually a little bit crazy! I will send someone else to collect the things I have left at your place when Im ready, and will cancel our holiday, losing the deposit I have paid. Please dont send me any more texts as im not interested, and there is nothing more to say. Leave me to move forward and meet someone eventually who will treat me with respect. Goodbye