TKT

3 weeks of NC after giving your stuff back. Its been over a month...I went through hell. I went through being in the hospital without you by my side, you don't deserve me. You keep viewing my social media....yet you don't want a relationship with me. I blocked you. I deserve better, but my heart tells me you are my soulmate. If you were you would of been there for me...I am a stronger man. I have so much I want to ask, you'll never tell me. I wish you weren't so good at being distant. I ask myself if you even think of me, or if you feel the same way about me . 3 years of being bestfriends. Our "anniversary" is in 9 days. I don't expect you to talk to me. I hope you find some guy that will treat you better than i would. I would of done anything for you. I did everything for you. Sure I had a rough last month. My best friend tried to commit suicide, his mom has liver cancer, I got into a car accident and messed up my neck, I had physical therapy...Yet here I am stronger than ever. You left me. I will be a provider one day for my family. I will never know the answers to why you left me. I am trying to move on everyday.