Debbie15

Why did you leave me all those years back? You never told anything and just left. I thought you must have lost interest and was I mad to see all that love? Years after ...you come and tell me it was family pressure and you always loved me. I had never said a thing to any soul and kept my hurt to myself all these years. I never cried .I moved out of my parents home, my grades were bad and you left me. How much worse can it get? But I was courageous and survived.Now I am married to a man who is responsible ,loving husband and a good father.You had to come back and remind me of all the pain I went through. You come up with so much Romance and nice things to say to me.That doesn't wipe away my pain.Actually you have kind of rubbed salt on my wound.I still have feelings for you and don't know how to move past you to my loving family.My husband doesn't deserve to be cheated especially for a man like you who had left me years back for his parents sake. Just leave me alone and don't come back to my life again.

Somehow I can feel your pain,there is always light after darkness is what I try reminding myself.

Feel the same... Can't have him so just want him to disappear far far away!Curious if u got over ur problem?

Nynnja... Thanks for starting this...great idea!!!I have to let it out .....it's killing me! He came back to me after decades and so much changed now...it hurts so bad to see him back.We can never be together so why rub it in my face?Its like cutting a healed wound again....will take longer to heal this time.This can't be happening ....W-T-F