ubasti

Thank you for starting this!!! I want so bad to contact him. I want so bad to rekindle some form of delusional friendship........even though he left me and had an arranged marriage a few months later. His excuse? I'm "needy/clingy". It's true. I am......but it was hard not to keep contacting him and fighting with him when I felt so on. I felt so hopeless. I felt so powerless and desperate to "Fix" what was broken. What was once an AMAZING connection with someone. I don't want to hate myself anymore. I don't want to let his rejection and the things he said to me be a reason for self hatred.