Selmahood

Hi, I wonder if you ever changed your mind, I wonder what I did wrong. I don't understand why you left me, but I am trying to move on. Sometimes I wish I was the one that left you, because you where the one always complaining and getting angry and yelling. You wanted me to change, you hated taking care of me when I was down, you never saw me in your future. You always said "I do care, you always think the worst about me" but when I was hospitalised because of a miscarriage, a week after you left, you didn't even care to visit or send a damn text, proved you wrong. And still, I sit here thinking about what I did wrong and what I could have done better, instead of just focusing on other more important things. Still if you where to say "I want you back" I would have run back to you, even though I know it's wrong. I wish I didn't love you.