SadDreamer

I have a bit of a dilemma. My ex dumped me in 2011. My ex has bipolar disorder. I was heart broken. Shattered to pieces as I realised I was actually in love with him. I didn't make any contact with him. Then a few months later, myself and a colleague started seeing each other. Things were going great...until my ex showed up and started hanging out with me again. Instead of cutting contact between us, I would visit him regularly. We got along SO well...his parents loved me. He started falling for me again, and I felt like I didn't know who to choose. I clearly wasn't over him. I still love my ex. But I cannot hurt the current bf. He's a good guy. Irritates me sometimes, but there's less drama. The only thing that bugs me is the fact that he's 48 years old, still living at his parents' and gets depressed often. I'm just 26 years old. This morning the ex posted a picture of a girl on his instant messaging profile. It hurt me. I don't know what to do...I can't think of anything else. It's been 2 and a half years since we dated, and I'm not over him. I still love him.